Opening to life and vulnerability

As everybody knows the wheel of the year has turned. We are Heading towards mid January. After struggling with arriving in the seasons I feel like I finally made it to accepting how it is right now.

The past year and the past few months in particular have confronted me with internal and external change. I went through rollercoasters of crisis, left my home and went into a psycotherapeutic clinic, I ended my long term relationship, met as many new people as never before. I had an almost uncountable amount of first times crowned by selling my home and suddenly starting to travel.

What my biggest learning is I can hardly tell as there have been so many layers of change.

One deepest is the journey of surrendering into the unknown – allowing all fears and all hopes to be where and what they are, consciously letting them go and connecting with that deep trust

That trust that lies beyond what the mind can grasp

Trust in others, trust in self, trust in the universe and trust in this beautiful, magical human generosity